Sunday, 15 July 2012

Does "new" modify "British," or "voice"?


I had an enchanting conversation about literature, the arts, the effect of media on public policy and the effect of the internet on media with a homeless man yesterday, and in spite of it possibly being the most noteworthy thing to happen to me so far on this trip I'm not sure if I should mention it here.

Situational awareness not being my strongest feature I had overlooked on no less than twelve or thirteen separate occasions that there are at least two grocery stores maybe three blocks away from here down Broad Street, and so when I finally got tired of skipping meals after a week of no lunches I struck off north from Wadham College and spent upwards of three hours wandering about aimlessly.

(This could have been avoided if I'd printed off some sort of map beforehand, but I'd thought that getting lost and finding my way back again would be a fun way to pass the late afternoon as I waited for the productive hours of the evening to arrive. It wasn't, but I digress.)

On the way back I happened across a little cooperative store and bought delicious sandwich things enough to last for the next week at least for the price of a single meal from one of the local restaurants, and having managed to do so at a store that--if the stickers plastered everywhere were to be believed--prided itself on its membership in the Fair Trade movement, I was experiencing a sensation I'd like to describe as financial smugness as I finally got my bearings, realized I had wound up almost directly west of the college, made for home.

He was sitting outside of one of those groceries just off of Broad Street, with his two layers of insulation--both stained with something brownish and unidentifiable--the suitcase with his worldly possessions, his dog and his begging hat. I try to always keep some spare change on my for meeting people like him, and having just paid for four pounds of food with a twenty pound note I had quite a bit more than usual, so I didn't even think about it when I dropped a fistful of coins on top of the pile that was already there in front of him.

The homeless beggars in Austin have a thank-you-kindly-sir routine, so I thought nothing of it when he made his display of gratitude, but then he asked me where I was going and that brought me to a halt. I've not yet had one back home do that. There was a brief but uncomfortable pause as I weighed my expectations, but quickly decided that it couldn't hurt to tell him. That led naturally into him asking what I was doing at Wadham, and when I told him that I'm here to study British literature the politely interested look on his face became genuine.

Literature had been one of his A-Level subjects, you see, when he had been getting ready for college.

Admitting that I'd never read Milton horrified him, but a quick redirection toward more recent visionaries in speculative fiction saw us reconciled over a shared love of Adams and Banks. He'd never been much for "women authors" and couldn't comment on Austen for me, but was more than happy to suggest some reading in the crime genre. On the nonfiction end of things, my criticism of Michael Moore's use of hyperbolic language in his political writings sounded to him a bit over intellectualized, and I was forced to cede that an intentionally inflammatory style of journalism is useful with certain audiences--even if it was a bit pathetic to try to stack Moore up against Hunter S. Thompson.

Evening slipped in through the pauses for breath. There were more than enough for it to fit, given that we talked for almost half an hour. It would be silly to give a blow-by-blow of our dialogue, and also unnecessary; you've probably already got a feel for it. He was widely and well read on subjects historic, present and fictional, and delighted in it. The worst thing about his position, he said, was that being on the streets meant that he didn't have access to the resources to write effectively.

I've been procrastinating on a story I want to write for about four months now. That comment stung in a way I'd not known was possible.

Sam Selvon was wrong, incidentally, about the emotions that motivate people to give to the manifestly poor. It wasn't shame or guilt that I felt when I approached him, or as I stood there talking to him. Those come later, when you're walking away with another hundred pounds in your wallet trying furiously to stop yourself from calculating the marginal utility of that money in your hands versus his because you know if you do you'll realize that the only reason you dumped a pile of coins into his hat and not a pile of bills is that your ethical cognition is biased. Standing in front of that man, watching his eyebrows sketch the animated tracery of genuine pleasure under the brim of his grimy stocking cap as he laid out his understanding of the telecoms regulations that made it more profitable for HBO to demand a cable subscription than to switch to online distribution, the appropriate response is anger.

Anger because this man was a foreigner in his own country. What else are you, really, when you haven't a home of your own? Can you be a citizen of a society that's locked you out in the cold? I think not. Anger, then, over the wastefulness of it, of leaving a mind like that to try to keep itself warm because of some personal financial hiccup. Anger because he demonstrably deserved a place in a society that largely considers him outcaste.

And it's funny, because in spite of being everything we've talked about when discussing the plight of the West Indians in Britain, everything and more, I'm not sure if it's correct to post this here because, you see, he was very, very English.

Homelessness is hardly a post-colonial condition, after all. It predates colonialism. It predates the nation-states that, modernly, gave rise to colonialism. There's an argument to be made, if you're not daunted by the horribly confused semantics involved, that it predates civilization, arising cotemporally with the human species.

Does it follow that, in spite of suffering all the symptoms of the imperially disinherited, he and those like him are to be excluded from the discussion of the postcolonially afflicted over, and isn't this the malicious congruity to top them all, their nationality?

(I almost typed "ethnicity" before remembering that I'm talking about the English. Hah!)

Our purpose here, as far as I've been able to understand it, is the pursuit of some sort of alternative perspective to the "native" one, some amorphous thing we expect to have fallen out of the uneasy mixture that resulted when the unwanted bastards of an empire came home to claim an inheritance that nobody'd thought to prepare for them. I ask, in all seriousness: is dispossessed equally estranged as disinherited? Can circumstance make you a New British Voice even if you're from Old British Blood? Or do he and his fall outside the scope of our discussion because the country they face institutional discrimination in already has a high rate of occurrence for their alleles?

3 comments:

  1. Mitchell, this has been fascinating to read and really gives me a different perspective on homelessness. Many people have a prejudiced view of the homeless that they are either drunks or drug addicts and not very intelligent. Your conversation just goes to show something that I have considered for a while. Some people truly get into that sort of situation for reasons outside of their control and they are actually intelligent members of society who have fallen onto hard times. With my love of books, I find it really upsetting that this man does not have access to resources to pursue his passions on reading and writing. This really makes me realize just how much I take my collection of hundreds of books for granted, and it really makes me want to buy him a good book, some paper, and a pen. I also do think that this story belongs on this blog and in out class discussions. If we only focus on one race of people, we are being biased and there are many ways to be an outsider in society without being of a different race. I truly enjoyed reading this. Thanks for posting.

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  2. Very interesting story. I wonder why and how this man ended up in the streets (if he took A-levels, he must have had some ressources beforehand). Not to say that all homeless people are drunks or drug addicts, but in a country like England, where the state provides so much for its population (including immigrants, who have access to the British version of welfare), in terms of public education, medical attention, etc... it is hard for me not to place some portion of the responsibility for their destitution on the destitute themselves. Could this man be in a better situation if he wanted to? I believe that the answer is "yes".

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  3. I'm reminded of a picture I saw in some media the other day, of a man in a homeless encampment holding a sign that said: We are ALL one paycheck away from this.

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